Sunday, November 29, 2009

Reflect

This thanksgiving was probably the first weekend at home when I felt most comfortable being at home.

No bickering
No fighting
No desire to leave

I loved it. I wish every time could be this stress free.

The lack of family troubles gave me some clarity and some time to just sit at home and reflect on my own. I'm not usually a homebody, and tend to get pretty restless when I am just sitting around, but I found comfort in having time off for myself.

There's a lot that I am currently struggling with. Some demons of my own that have resurfaced and have manifested a bit this weekend. I'm fighting against them, but I am going to seek some help and guidance with these issues. I want to regain control of them.

I'm doing this for myself. Self efficacy kicking in NOW.